it feels so weird
that you're not ard anymore.
imissyou+

do you think i'd be able to see you again?
ever.

or perhaps...not.
i ran away the last time i saw you.

why.

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was quite a happy day.
had new canoes and paddles! whee. (:
canoes are light blue, not very nice but..ITS NEW!
unscratched,in its original condition. my precious..
the new black paddles rocks! its really fast..wah. ilove man.
only that we need to get the grip for the handles.
tralalala. its so ex lor. one canoe is $2500+.
a paddle is $500+
who wanna sponser? haha.
oh, and i used the rjc single once.
i felt quite..comfortable in it. not really that scary.
perhaps cus its more..spacious.
the wavy waves were utterly scary.
i had the feeling that i was going to capsize any moment.
but i realised that the harder you paddle, the more you'd not feel unsteady.
yup. jiaolian said its was not bad..ms ang said it was good.
haha. am not boasting but like, am very pleased. (:

took a 5min bath before rushing down for tuition.
it shifted to palais renaisance. (correct spelling?)
wow. it was a really nice high class place man.
it not for tuition, i guess i'd never go in there at all.
all the designer brands and everything.
the teacher was nice!
we were discussing on the molest case of the CNA reporter.
quite funny actually. (:

after tuition, flew down to ngeeann.
played bball.
that's when i ate my lunch?!
haha. yar. was starving man.
den played bball with the others.
was kinda fun lar. got some other people i didnt know.
think it was ronald's frens. they all look like bballers.
and my sissy group won!
its chao funny, esp. playing with jerlyn man.
joker! we sang all our school songs?! haha.
oh yar, den smth happened.
dont wanna say it out but like.
how petty lor. how can a guy react like that? annoying.

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nice date.
woke up late for service again.
supposed to be at 8 but reached at nine. haha.
alex was my teacher AGAIN.
i wanna change class please.
after service, went ikea with benita,jerlyn,michelle,charis,yingying.
bought a few things, ate meatballs! icecream! chickenwings!
so full man.
anw, the talk on the bus abt "dreams" were very amusing.
heh! esp. benita's dreams! haha.
shall be nice and not say it out. -winks.

haha. anw.
hafta stay home to do hw now!
am a good girl!
didnt want to go town or dinner with the others.
besides, i really have a lot of work due tmr..
ahh. scary... =|

my stupid connection gave me a fright just now.
oh man. thanks ben for offering help anyway.
thanks (:

trust God in your desperation.